I had to blacklist hannibal because anja’s reblogs caused me to have two nightmares recently :( one was pretty explicitly because of this and one was probably caused by it too so this is how much of a sensitive baby I am
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I had to blacklist hannibal because anja’s reblogs caused me to have two nightmares recently :( one was pretty explicitly because of this and one was probably caused by it too so this is how much of a sensitive baby I am
pouring my sadness onto this pie (to clarify, chocolate = sadness in this case but also sadness = sadness)
probably not a good sign when a song this happy makes you cry (I’m making a mix cd)
I had this dream where I dropped a baby I was holding on the stairs and it died and then I tried to hide it and it was horriblehorriblehorrible and I woke up feeling slightly relieved that it wasn’t real but still very guilty so I think today is going to be a very crime and punishment type of day
I always defend self-involvement as a Not Bad Thing but idk I’m still offended by an event that happened more than half a year ago when my old roommate described me as “simple” to her mom even though I know that by saying that she meant I’m not finicky but I just want her to recognize me as a ~*~CompLeX HumaN BeiNg~*~
I don’t know if I like my new hair but I got more of it bleached because I can’t think what else to do with it since 1. I want something new (because I perpetually crave change), 2. I won’t dye it all (because I’m scared it could get to my skin and hurt) and 3. it can’t be short (because that’s always a mistake and I cry)
it looks v. cool in a ponytail though
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The Casual Vacancy by J.K. Rowling
I’ve only finished part one but I love the characterization like everyone is awful but intriguing in how self-aware they are? for example this quote where shirley chooses which parts of her past will be (/won’t be) part of her or fats trying to weed out the personality traits that are learned or barry’s brother saying ‘I think it’s fair to say that barry always knew his own mind’ at the funeral. gr8 thx jo