It's a physical thing

this night was full of firsts

first time I spent the whole night out (if you don’t count the two(/three?) times in maribor, which I don’t)
first time I had to show my id to prove that I’m 18
first time I fell asleep on the bus
first time I went to stepanjsko naselje and rudnik (probably)
first time I went to orto bar
first time driving around ljubljana blasting narat’s music really loud with the windows down?
I’m going to stop there, I’m pretty sure there’s more but I’m boring myself so