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I don’t know if I like my new hair but I got more of it bleached because I can’t think what else to do with it since 1. I want something new (because I perpetually crave change), 2. I won’t dye it all (because I’m scared it could get to my skin and hurt) and 3. it can’t be short (because that’s always a mistake and I cry)
it looks v. cool in a ponytail though
selfie in the bathroom of my cousin’s wedding is okay because I’m self-aware?/ selfie in the bathroom of my cousin’s wedding because I’m sad my grandma isn’t here she always talks about how she wants to be at my wedding but that’s not happening and I don’t really see my other cousin getting married so now I feel guilty about it
when I was 14 I went out on fridays/last night my friend came over to knit
I got a waffle iron for my birthday is this how self-actualization feels like
I’ve been trying to exercise lately and I didn’t really know what to do so I watched this jane fonda video and did that and kept hitting myself because I don’t have much control over my body so now not only will I get a ~~hot bod~~ but also these two bruises I win thx jane fonda
I mean yes I have to learn how to drive a car but I am going to do it while wearing this headband that makes me look 5 years old and cry about harry potter on the way there
I didn’t dress up this year for carnaval which is strange but makes sense because of the whole hardly-ever-leaving-the-house situation but I did find a hilarious picture of 10-year-old me dressed up as a punker and it’s even funnier because after this picture was taken I had a hip-hop performance (and danced to ciara’s 1,2 step!)
